:)

The weekend has just begun!

floodgates

wish you would shut me up
just grab me by my hair and shut me up
nothing is gonna make it better
so let get primitive
turn off the world
turn off the choices

we know what to do

you know what to do

so make it better
not forever
nothing is gonna fix forever

and nothing's gonna fix us

so why not

im your woman
for now
my heart holds the key to my legs

you still own a key to my heart

but im ready to change the locks

there is still fire
dont let it cool off
just yet

dance with me for one night
if tomorrow never comes
i still couldnt help feeling you tonight

time heals all wounds
and that is the sad truth
so i can only hold on so long

open my floodgates
i want to flood for you one more time

let the weekend begin. my energy is up , mood up, body and beat strong!!

ahead of its time. i miss this small music moment

VICENTE IS COMING!!!

Vicente + Micah = most fun ever

from london to miami to la to barcelona to new york city

and now back in LA

our love continues this weekend

new news

my website is underway, so exciting
photo shoot coming soon with my vintage weapon based accessory line
Holy Ship booked!! :) aussies and me
school re-start date June 19th , passed my entry examine with flying colors!!
new way of eating is coming along step by step
new music project with a super talented boy
business plan for 2013 up and running
writing much more often

iam very excited how this year is unfolding

the only thing holding me back was taking care of others, trying to make other people happy. even though it is still such a huge part of my character, im realizing who deserves my care and who does not.
once i stopped i looked around me and saw all the people that were just waiting to take care of me!

http://www.facebook.com/MicAhsFrequency

taking positive steps towards a more productive future

they always return

practice makes perfect
old lovers make old comments
my eyelids are heavy
yet sleep is not kind tonight
dramatic in text
bland in los angeles
how many risks can a girl take
you are the least of my problems
but you make a good story
hangover part 2 is a crime
i have no attraction left in me
im ready to leave the plane
thoughts are good enough for me
actions seem to be the only thing worth a damn
gross
sick of patterns
bla
loss of interest
yuck
forced

they always come back
just a matter of when
or how many times

this week ive had plenty

im the one that got away

grass is greener
but never as green as my eyes

i feel an instant karma of self
writing gives a sense of release
type of vomit
i do not want the advice that i have asked for

im changing my mind all the time
chasing a yesterday
losing today

can not seem to feel
numb
wow
what
oh yeah
i get it
i was angry
now im not
i was sad
now im not
i was in love
now im not
i was blind
now my eyes are only shut

in my labryinth
i will emerge

i will not use spell check
i will not converge

im proud of my brain
and what wonder is me
what ever ill feelings
i give back to thee

building scar tissue
in the place where you once were
my minds eye has made you a shadow
drunk, smelly, mean shadow
somewhat of a blur

i no longer place you higher
you are right where you belong

my heart was big and shiny
looking at you with pureness
you shit on it
does that feel good?

im not looking to have the last word or show you someday
because you already feel it
i have gone away

no one left to look down on
im not there
i take me back