Thursday, September 26, 2013

My new Adventure!!

How I am making my success a reality!!

Monday, June 10, 2013

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Our Kingdom

This empire was not built on glass
The road ahead is bending and shaking
even when you blow so hard you cant blow me down
I will stand through this storm
I will fight through these clouds
I will be the woman you loved and lost
This fire you cant put out
I will never be let down

Soul shifting witch caught in your baby blues
cant you see this lust for control will only make us lose


me down

Give me mercy/ make your slave

Just do not throw away this kingdom we have made

Wednesday, December 26, 2012


Snow falls so heavy cross the sky
tears freeze down my face
nothing can repair the mistakes we've made
and the pain it has caused can not be erased

i will give you away to this world
run free and make your way
just another burn to my soul

i close my eyes to dream
of a future where we are happy
when we look at each other with a soft longing

i have told myself that i have been through worse
i can survive the storm
how many more storms does this life have in store for me?
when do i get peace?

Our love was a flash in the pan
i dont want to see you move on
burn inside forever

remember me
and maybe next life we will get it right

Wednesday, December 5, 2012


I lay my head down with a cool rage
your words drift over my bed

we stay at a cease fire
collecting the fragmented feeling
covered in our ectoplasm
trying to salvage my ego off the sidewalk

realizing my passion isnt even strong enough
to sneak through this foggy night and end this fight

im stoned
and you hold the sling

drink your self right tonight

you lost a piece of me

who pushed who away
think one more time
the power of my mind
bigger then whats between the sheets

there is no white flag
just the dim orange lights on this skyline

Monday, July 23, 2012

Marla Singer

Marla Singer: There are things about you that I like. You're smart, you're funny, you're... spectacular in bed... But you're intolerable! You have very serious emotional problems. Deep seated problems for which you should seek professional help.

Narrator: I know, and I'm sorry...

Marla Singer: Yeah, you're sorry, I'm sorry, everybody's sorry, but... I can't do this anymore. I can't. And I won't. I'm gone

Our relationship summed up.

I dont want to be normal

How many passion filled, insane, terribly wrong yet terribly fun relationships do you get in this lifetime??

I want you to say you are sorry.

I want you to never touch me like that again

Its wrong. I get it

like booze

like coke

like sex without condoms

like anything fun

id rather play with fire then drink luke warm water the rest of my life

we have had a shelf life that we were all too aware of since day one

im sick of it

fuck all the reasons its wrong

or the people who tell me all the reasons

you are my partner in crime

you think I dont get it

but you know i do

I understand you more then you know

you want to do right and work hard

there is a battle going on inside you

you told me i used to be your sanctuary away from all the stress

thats exactly what you are for me

everyone around me is verying shades of grey

and you are my neon color

you turned on me

thats why i cry

we could have been in this together