chains

this morning came hard and loud
and when i wrapped these chains around me
my only thought was how they would feel
when you unarmed me
when you released me

Resurrection

when the sun goes down and there is nothing left but this soft digital glow
and the bible on my bedside table hides its pages
the time has come for all evil thoughts to peak over
my minds eye takes over

visions of chains wrapped around flesh
there is no resurrection for sins like these

how will i ever know when im alive
if i can not kill you a little
soft glow contain me
soft glow keep me human
soft glow please release me
soft glow make me understand

the violence under my skin is becoming harder to control
im bursting at the seems to disagree with you
i can no longer tolerate what small talk drops from your lips
so take me back to my soft glow

soft glow will you hear me
soft glow will you accept me
soft glow love the hole inside my heart
soft glow we are one.we will neer be apart

so TAKE ME to this new reality

because

shut mouth be a dear

my bed side table

the bedside table looks beautiful this morning
all my favorite evidence
the pieces that make up my dna
when i see them i remember how fragile i am
how beautiful i am
the petals that make up me
laughter,sex, imperfections, strength, heart
i own all the love in the world
and i use it how i choose
i choose for good
so when i leave this bedside table i take pockets of my love
to work
to the cafe
to my corner shop
to my telephone
shooting you
sitting ducks
open your head
i want to fill it

dragons
glasses
juice
flowers
pills
oil
gold
red markers
light
orchid