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I have memories like this
sweet and soft memories
eyes wide open
unknown fields of grass
and even the telephone wire seems to have wisdom
the buildings in the distance have seen more time then most
the trees have been through the wars
this train seem to hold me safe
as tears flow down my pink flushed cheeks
more emotion then my heart can bare
the symmetry and beauty in repetition
nothing is original
and it is ok
im ok
these soft memories will always be inside me
keeping me human
reminding me i can repeat history
love is not lost
its hiding
in a green field that stretches over mountains
and valleys
it leads me
to you
and when our eyes meet
you will become my soft
sweet
memory
and these tears are yours

10cc

sex and rain

the electricity flows from your fingertips to my spine sending a heatwave through my body that sweet white heat that reminds me i'm alive
push me to the ground force me to my knees i want to be the one to show you my body has no limits i'm here to do as you please my pulse races knowing where your lips are going
give me more.
make me scream.
and your not shy you make me bleed i bite down hard i push you inside the pleasure is sending tears to my eyes my body shakes in complete ectasy
this moment is why god made man
and even god would blush watching us
when we no longer have breath or sweat in our body
i'm still hungry for you
i can't stop. this pleasure turns to pain
the rain outside cleanses what we've done
my eternal desire

next in line

you can become the new reflection of my hearts desires
will you carry it well?
is anyone truly up to that challenge
my body is a vehicle that has seen many lands
and this journey seems to be in auto pilot
can you be the one to make me lose control?
take my hands to the wheel and make me pay attention
the world is shadows and i only see fragments
can you put the focus back on?
i want to see you

in my bedroom
i want to feel something
want the blood to stream through me like it once did
blue and violent
the passion that could flow through me
could light up this city
burn up the in me and vibrate your entire building

my cunning words and harsh disguise melts away
all that i have left is my body
my vehicle
put miles on me
take me to the depths
till my wheels fall off

up against the wall
up against the lights
up against the road

and in between
make me beg for it

thank you dana for sending me into a ville valo hole of obession

his face is circling my brain

its hard to know a man like him is out there

and not inside me
not next to me

disease

small talk
killing our society
easing the pain
silence is the cure
the latest gossip
and the best of zagat
who wore it best

the words that close the gap on our ever shrinking brains
the lowest form of entertainment
we choose the filth
guilty
none of us our innocent
especially the children
stop the reproduction

I feel something happening to me
a wave of darkness
like ink dripping and slipping
in my head and down my spine
i no longer know how to stop my metamorphosis

thought i wanted to find love
now i search for solitude
i know my need for love was selfish
only to patch up my empty hole
dying to fill it
dying to die

this feeling is my disease
killing me from within
filling the corners of my brain
whispers softly
shut down

run away from normal
burn the television
burn the newspaper
burn the cellphone
break down all life's comforts

and start from the start
start from black
from the hole
dig under you reality
and shake the disease

refuse the small talk
and cure my self with silence